i have worked on the worst one first, the one that kept me from the temple. now i can work on the other. i can be open to the healing and greater vigilance with this one. it takes a lot more conscious effort for me. it takes more trust and reliance on the Lord and His assistance in my moments of weakness and lack of strength. it takes listening to inspiration when i need greater assistance to reach out to a new friend who knows the pain and struggle of obsessive thoughts and compulsions.
the hand of the Lord is so present in all of this. however i get down on myself and doubt my faith and abilities. gotta make it through with the atonement by my side.